He Will Come in Time...

I'm a girl who's focused, and my junior year has been pretty fun so far. I've tried diffrenet clubs this year, I was on homecoming court, i joined the swim team, I make good grades, what more could a girl ask for? I feel like my life is pretty good so far. Sometimes I think about maybe having a boyfriend along the way, but I tell myself that it's not top priority, and that the guy of my dreams will come in time. I mean I can date, but sometimes it's hard for me to find a decent guy to go on a date with. It's not like I haven't been approached by guys throughout my high school career, but I think some of them talk to me for the wrong reasons. Some talked to me because they liked the way I looked, and to me I think it's shallow because it would be nothing else for them to talk about, and I feel I should talk to someone with more substance. And there was one boy who was obsessed with me (and I think he still is) and I felt like I was being stalked because he just wouldn't leave me alone! Then there were some who were desperate, and I don't think some guy should beg me to death to date him, because I found that annoying. And one guy, who I thought was just my friend, wanted to pass the friendship zone...and get in my pants. I couldn't allow myself to do that, I thought he was better than that and I never thought of him as being that way, but oh well, I look at him different now. But the point is why can't some guys just be decent about asking me out? It's not that hard but please fellas do it the right way. I'm a nice girl, so please be a nice guy and come correct.

Taking on a New Name

Well today I been thinking about New Year's, and as 2009 is closely approaching, I started to think about my New Year's Resolution(s).Well everyone has one,but I seem to have more than one. I mean my main goal is to better myself, but I want to take on new challenges, new things. To start off, I am considering changing my computer name from Frizzy Girl to Mahogany Bliss ♥. I know they don't sound similar at all, but I figured since it'll be a new year why not take on a new name for myself? I like the color mahogany; it's rich, it's brown it's beautiful, and it just gives me bliss when I see the color, part of why I added bliss onto it.



Also I picked this name, inspired by the movie Mahogany, where Diana Ross took on that name in the movie, playing a beautiful,black high-fashion model.I liked what that movie represented, and I figure I could take on that name in the computer world; I represent young, beautiful black women.Frizzy Girl described my looks obviously, and my personality. I carried on that name on the computer since ninth grade. So yep, I thought it was time for a new name, new change. What do you all think? Should I keep Mahogany Bliss ♥ and retire Frizzy Girl or should frizzy Girl continue its legacy?

Peer Pressure

Peer pressure. Don't you hate it? It's like your peers want you to do something you know is wrong, but they do all they can to make you give in. I mean whether it's trying a drug or stealing, whatever, they feel you should do it.It's like one of the worst feelings you could have because you know it's wrong, but you don't want to disappoint your peers. I don't think it's worth the trouble if it's going to make you feel bad, change your self esteem, of mess with your conscience. What if one of your closest friends peer pressured you to do something, would you do it? Do you think it's worth it to still hang around them? All I can say is that I can't give into peer pressure because if I gave in it would disappoint myself more than the person pressuring me.

Growing Up

Sometimes I can't even believe the place I'm in right now. I'm a junior, sixteen going on seventeen, and time is going by so fast. I remember being a younger kid like it was yesterday, and most stuff you see looking back at it don't feel too long ago. Wow! Next thing you know I'll be somewhere in college, trying to do something with my life. I don't know, sumtimes I wish it was more time. I feel like it's not enough. Do you think time should slow down a bit?